chess tournament

Yesterday,i'm facing a very very tough decision...

even,i don't know what i do..!!!

i cry last night juz because of it...

MY HEART splashes right now...

i need YOUR GUIDANCE,,
i'm facing it as my assumption in my live..

but my heart is broken like a jar after i know the result!!

OOO~~YA ALLAH..GIVE ME THE STRENGHT...

I NEED IT..

i want to get out from this..i'm not stand it anymore..

but,please go!!!go right away!!!*******